Welcome to Sweden

Like pulling teeth

I will try to keep myself shortly since I recently pulled out two teeth. The idea was to take three, but since it took 40min to get the first one - they only had time with two.

my normal face

2 hours after pulling out teeth - swollen as fuck

this was 14 hours later - not so swollen but a lot of pain

so let's drink!

iPod shuffle

simple plan - thank you

dedicated to person the previous blog post was about

A simple hello is enough

No, this isn't another stupid post about bullying - everyone cares like SHIT the first three days and then BAM who gives a fuck about bullying?!
No, I'm not gonna write a post about "saying hi to that lonely kid in the corridor might save his life, make him smile and make his day a better day". I find those retarded, to be honest.

No, what I want to talk about is... saying hello to a friend you're not so sure about. This is kinda a lot of personal stuff since I'm currently dealing with this and I'm hoping to attract someone's attention. Will she care? Probably not. Hell, she isn't even online so she can't read it and I highly doubt she reads my blog.

Anyway, I'm the type of person who feels that the other one should take the step to start a conversation and if they don't, they simply don't care. Might sound stupid and retarded to you - sorry, that's me. Take it or leave it.

So yeah, when someone doesn't say hello I feel... Less worthy. Like a piece of shit. Someone not worth caring about. But whatever, right? Yeah. Whatever.

Say fucking hello, even if you don't wanna talk to that friend. You don't know how messed up they are.

Some Sweden Rock shopping

Good morning guys!
There's a fucking man outside my house doing some drilling on the fasted and I am about to fucking drill his eye. It's SO FUCKING ANNOYING!

Anyway, school's in a few hours, I start at noon. I only have two classes today and just three hours of school. That is really fucking amazing.

Drinking some coffee, didn't read as much as I should in the English book but who cares, I can answer the question I was assigned to answer so fuck you homework.

all of these amazing stuff comes from Sweden Rock, the clothing line. I love everything they have. Seriously.

You find it all here

Do you know how to read?

I'm so fucking sick of people who are over the age of 12 and obviously don't know how to read. They go to school, they read books, magazines and everything, but when it comes to processing information - NOTHING FUCKING HAPPENS.

All Time Low Hustler Club:
Signups for M&G and EE will be only for Hustlers who purchased their tickets through THC pre-sale. The signups will come closer to the show.

Is that hard to understand? No. How many questions do you think were asked about signups regarding this? Yeah, a few hundred. A few hundred people are idiots.

Some fans of other bands can check the bands website and somehow miss call for a music video shoot. How do you fucking not see it? And how do you miss TWO posts?!

Retards. Retards all over.

74 more days

I'm seeing one of my favourite bands, All Time Low, in London in 74 days. I'm seeing them on February 14 and February 15 Words can't explain how excited I am!

Post VyRT depression on December 2

Hello you people!

I'm so tired and sad and happy and hjshwkdhjwe right now. As you know, it was VyRT MARS LAB II last night and it was FUCKING AMAZING. You have nooo idea. Unfortunately, I fell asleep around 3am, so I missed the ending... but we'll re-VyRT on Saturday, the entire day actually, so I'm good.

I just finished watching Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows part II and I really have no idea what I should watch now... I know that I should study, but I need a movie in the background in order to do that.

Peace

Facebook cover

This is my new facebook cover:

and yes, you are allowed to use this one. If you say where you found it :)

December Foist!

Yoo world, it's finally December! That means Christmas month, school's almost over, this horrible year is almost over and 2013 is COMING!

Snow came perfect for December, which is fucking amazing. We've also started to decorate a little for Christmas, but just our advent stuff. We're hardcore, we do the real deal on December 23. Then we take it all down in the middle of January...

Did you know that in Sweden we celebrate Christmas on December 24? Yupp, we're that hardcore. December 25 is the worst day of our lives, because it's one whole year until Christmas.
And in my family, we don't open our presents until 8pm.
When we were kids we opened them around 4pm, because that was when Santa came. Yes, Santa came to our door and gave us presents personally.

Now, Santa comes at night... he leaves the presents under the tree and then we can just look at them the entire day. I'm still excited for Christmas so I have to stare and wait for about 12 hours.

Oh yeah, December Foist means VyRT and it's starting in a little more than seven hours! I am so fucking ready! 30 seconds to Mars in my tiny, little heart.

I love my Urban Diva jacket - too bad it can't handle the cold...

it's fucking cold, man

snow three days ago, so much more now

my Christmas room

my Samsung broke down... fucking piece of shit

my new, hardcore phone

le me two days ago - i can still take pictures

yeah about my phone... I can do everything besides sending texts, receiving texts, makings calls and receiving calls... and if I don't have WiFi - I can't access Internet... FUCK YOU SAMSUNG 

Not feeling it... again

Yoo people!

School's taking kinda a lot from me right now - all my blogs are suffering from that... anyway, will try to update them all at least once/day from now on.

My amazing blogs:
Simple Plan
All Time Low
Music
Writing

I just wanted to share this with y'all:
Bands I've been in contact with on the Internet

Simple Plan - Jeff Stinco, Chuck Comeau, Sébastien Lefebvre, Pierre Bouvier, David Desrosiers
You me at six - Daniel Flint
30 seconds to Mars - Jared Leto
We the kings - Charles Trippy

fuck you :)

European tour

I just love when bands release their European tours. I mean, I am a European so I obviously LOVE that.
Okay, truth to be told: I really don't like it when European tour dates are released.

Why?
Because it's never a fucking European tour. It's always the same, few countries.
- Germany
- UK
- France

Then every now and then some random country like Czech Republic, Sweden, Norway, Belgium... but never further east than Finland. Bands: Europe is LARGE! BIG! HUGE There are more countries than Germany, UK and France.

Also, when bands do a UK tour, they play like 7 shows in Germany, 4 in UK, 8 in France. And then, when they do come to Sweden, they're like "okay we'll do one show in Stockholm" - don't you know that driving from Stockholm to middle Sweden takes EIGHT hours? Imagine going from where Finland, Norway and Finland meet. It cost more money to fly within Sweden than from Stockholm to Barcelona.
Just at least try to do at least Stockholm and Sundsvall?

Okay, anger gone.
Peace

OOTD

jacket, kappahl - scarf, gift - t-shirt, Merch Direct - jeans, Gina Tricot

Some final preparations

It's 9:27pm and I think I'm gonna try to get some sleep soon so I wake up well rested.
Big day tomorrow, don't wanna be as tired as I always am.

So... read some stuff through one more time. Then I'll continue reading Eclipse.

Maths was spent with Nora and Hamoar, looking at a picture in Simple Plan: The official story. There's a girl in it who I thought looks a lot like me. Same cheek bones, same hair colour and style, same shirt, wrist band that I had... Nora and Hamoar confirmed that it was me. I fucking died when I realized I am in Simple Plan's book.

Also, got myself another reply from Chuck in Simple Plan during English class. It was totally worth the yelling from the teacher.

crappy picture of me in the book

sweet man

The weekend in pictures

Simple Plan, chocolate, candy

xubi watermelon + strawberry

chocolate pudding 

red nail polish

red toenails 

what makes my hair shine

chocolate shower gel + chocolate body butter

sparkly nails

sparkly nail polish

I also had a pizza, but I ate it way too fast to snap a picture of it

OOTD

hoodie, Merch Direct - top, Bik Bok - ring, guldfynd - black ring, gift - peace wristband, magazine - jeans, gina tricot - slippers, gift

What color do I work the best?

I've tried a few different dip dye colors by now and when Christmas is over, I will try to stick with just one. However, on December 1, I'll do red dip dye and work that until Christmas.

Which one do you think I look best in?

blue, pink or purple?

My first reactions

I have just started chapter 2 in Simple Plan: The official story and I thought I'd share what I think about the book for every chapter and section that I read.

Simple Plan warmly thanks:
I always get a bit emotional when I read their thank you notes. Especially to their families and to the fans. The fact that they call us SP Family makes me tear up. For the first time in my life, I feel like I belong somewhere. And that's with Simple Plan.
I've been an Astronaut since March 2005. And I will be a member of this family until the day I die. Simple Plan makes my life complete, I wouldn't be here without them. That's why I get so emotional by "thank you fans".

Forewords:
It was so amazing to read what Patrick thought. He is, and always will be, the sixth member of Simple Plan. He's their guy, he's Pat. He had so many nice things to say.

Introduction:
This made me cry, it was so amazing to read. To read about the humanitarian award was so... no one deserves it as much as Simple Plan does. Simple Plan saves lives with help of their music. The fact that they created a foundation was just... logical. And this is what they got because of that. I've met these guys. And I know that they truly care about young people in need of help. I know, I've seen it in their eyes.

Chapter 1, back to the beginning:
I was so fucking emotional during this chapter. It was just... "omg, I love these guys so much!". Like everyone else, I knew about Reset. But I had no idea about Roach. Not a damn clue. I loved to read how determined Chuck was, already at that age, to learn and improve and be great. He was already so passionate about the band. And how Pierre's described as talented, that everything came natural to him... It's just so fucking perfect. Jean-Sébastien is also really cool to read about. I knew he existed, but never payed much attention to him since he's out of the picture.

I felt so bad for the guys when they couldn't keep the name Roach, and had to change to Reset. I like the meaning of the name, that it was a new start. It's so amazing to me that they managed to get so famous and get fans at such young age. If you compare them to One Direction - they weren't spoon fed with success. They did it by themselves. Of course, they had help, but not like One Direction.

The fight between Chuck and Pierre was horrible to read about... it made me think all "what if they hadn't made up? Would Simple Plan still be if they hadn't? Would I still be here?"
I'm so fucking grateful that Chuck left law school to start Simple Plan with Jeff. And I'm so fucking happy that Jeff was willing to start Simple Plan - since he was more into classical music. If I didn't already know that Jeff loves that kind of music - I would have died of chock reading that. But this is what chocked me: that he was friends and lived together with Jay Lefebvre. Seb's brother.

I also loved how Chuck and Pierre made up again. Over dinner... so cute. I already knew it would happen, but I was so goddamn happy when Pierre left Reset to join Simple Plan. And it was so awesome when Seb was approved to join Simple Plan. So fun how he's described as a little kid. And thank God that he cut his hair!
And as I also already knew, David would leave Reset to join Simple Plan. I felt a little bad for the Reset members that they lost two guys to Simple Plan. But I also laughed my ass off.

Pierre Bouvier:
I teared up. I cried. It was... amazing to read all that. The words about his daughter... They weren't many, but I felt the love in them.

Time to start chapter two, no pads...

candy + simple plan book = pierrefect life

my baby

my baby and I

our first meeting