Curse this morning sun

I know you're by my side
I hear your voice tonight

I'm beat and broken down
You are my way out

I was going to sleep, but I can't.
Watching Awkward made me think and think too much... None of us should think too much.

That's the end of my advice session.
Good night.

Oh my God, AWKWARD

Good morning readers!

It's 10:41am and believe it or not, I have actually been awake for a while. Neighbor keeps playing loud music - awesome way to wake me up AND piss me off.
So I've spent the morning in bed with a latte and Awkward.
I love Awkward. It's fucking genious. And hilarious.

This day will offer me some Economics homework, playing of Sims 3 and a visit to my grandma.
Creating some playlists on Spotify also seems like a good Sunday entertainment.
Oh yeah, the visit to Grandma will also be a little Hungarian family reunion, so awesome.

Awkward first, then Sims... Yesterday my house caught fire three times in a row, if that happens today I guess I'll have to say my fire place... But I do NOT give up without a fight!

Peace

I guess I need you baby

Everytime I try to fly, I fall
Without my wings, I feel so smallI guess I need you, babyAnd everytime I see you in my dreamsI see your face, it's haunting meI guess I need you, baby

What I found today

Look what I found when I went shopping!


Gina Tricot, $20


Gina Tricot, $40

Graceland, $100

Burn baby burn

My muscles are fucking burning, especially my arm muscles. They say the workout will feel the most two days after the session, and that is TRUE.

My poor biceps and triceps are crying.. of pain. So am I. So, I didn't go to the Body Attack session today, I'll do that on Tuesday. On Monday I might do Body Pump in the morning and Body Step in the afternoon. But we'll see about that..
Anyway, I went shopping instead :) I'll show pictures of my finding later, now I'm gonna continue watching the Simpsons and laugh my fucking ass off.

Peace

But if you deny me one of your kisses..

Listening to some sweet McFly while figuring out how to plan my weekend..
I bought a new month of Spotify Premium today so I'm extremely happy, deleted all my playlists besides one, the one with all Simple Plan songs. It has 107 tracks so I'm very proud of it.

Gonna try a new gym-pass at Gympozz tomorrow, thinking about Body Attack.
It's a one hour session, every second song is fitness and every second song is for muscles. It's at 3pm tomorrow afternoon, it's a quite popular session so I gotta be there around 2:30 or something... If I wanna get things done before that, I have to go bed now so I can rise and shine tomorrow :)

It's Grandma's birthday on Sunday, yay. That means the classic fika, I love fika so much.
Homework... I'm so sick of that word and what it means.. anyway, this weekend I gotta study some Swedish poetry, write an discussing essay about a Swedish poem, listen to some shitty lecture for English, do my Economics homework and an essay for history.
Maybe I don't have time for a gym session...

Some people laugh
Some people cry
Some people live
Some people die

Some people hide their every desire

Just look into my eyes,
'cause the heart never lies

Some people fight
Some people fall
Others pretend they don't care at all

The heart never lies - McFly

Cross elasticity of demand

Fancy words, huh?
Well, this is what we're working with in the economics class I'm taking, and today we got a task that said "explain this to a five year old" and trust me - that was hard to explain to a five year old!
He was rather bright, but didn't know the fancy words and didn't understand maths so we couldn't explain the equation and how it's calculated.

Anyway, it's rather easy.
Five year old explanation
One store is selling your favorite magazine (Y) and one store is selling your favourite toy (X).
Suddenly people stop buying the magazine, because the toy cost less money than the magazine. So instead of buying one magazine, you can buy two toys.

How it's calculated (10+)
Percentage change in price of X / Percentage change in demand of Y = cross elasticity of demand

Pretty cool and easy, huh?

Just wanted to say how happy I am about the amount of people reading my blog. Sweden, Canada, United States, Russia, Israel, Philippines, Austria, Czech-Republic.. just to mention some. WOW! :)

Peace

Six months until nineteen

Today is September 27, which means I turned 18 six months ago. My 19th birthday is in six months. And today's my dead grandfather's birthday. He was suppose to turn 73 today but he died at age 59, fuck you cancer.

I went driving today, and OH MY GOD, the high way was so much fun. The speed, the stuff, driving past cars... I loved it.
I also got to book a certain Swedish thing, everybody has to do it. Since Sweden gets a lot of snow and ice, we have to test drive a slippery road where dears and other stuff appear, you just have to show that you can drive without crashing. But you can't fail this thing, so it doesn't matter if you crash.
That means I'll be having my license soon! :) Not the Chuck Comeau soon, the real soon.

I also tested BodyPump at the gym today... my poor body is DEAD. But I have will have such a beautiful toned body, my  muscles won't be big and... muscle-like. But toned and beautiful. Like Cameron Diaz and all the other fit celebs out there.
I'm gonna try some other things on the gym as well, but BodyPump is really on my list!
Legs
Chest
Stomach
Back
Shoulders
Biceps
Triceps - ALL get their own work-out in just one hour to GREAT, loud music.

There's always time for a quickie

The headline I picked is perfect.

I'm sitting in school right now, spent the 90min long physics class continue drawing my tattoos, which is in my history note pad. So I didn't do shit that was related to physics.
Physics is actually my only class today, but my Economics teacher wanted to see me at the end of detention. I don't go to my detention (evil little kid), but today I have to.
Class in the morning ends at 10, this is from 3pm to 4pm, I don't wanna stay for that!

Driving class is at one o'clock, it's 12:16 now so I have to soon..
Hence the quickie ;)

Peace

Running in the woods will kill you

I thought I'd share what I did yesterday and how DEAD my entire body is.
We were running in Vilsta, a nature area in the outside of Eskilstuna.

Our warm up was to jog 2.5km - not that horrible. BUT it was uphill for about 1.5km... I thought I was gonna DIE! My legs were burning, my lunges aching, I could barely breathe. I was done after the warm up. But then we ran uphill eight times, I'd guess the hill was about 45 degrees and 300m long... EVERYTHING hurts today. At least I'll get a nice ass and legs.

I'm starting to get sick of the whole sprinting, running and track & field thing.. I don't know why, since I'm one of the best... But you can't force passion, it has to come by itself. And I've been doing this for ten years... I'm only 18 years old, but 10 years in one sport.
So, tomorrow, I'm going to the gym to do some group work-out to see how that is.

Peace

Fuck this day

I'm not a big fan of this day. Not at all.
Started with snoozing for 80min... woops. It's not my fault my alarm is making noises when I'm trying to sleep!

History was amazing. As always. We're working with Lenin and Russia on the Tuesday classes, today we watched a documentary of Vladimir Lenin and his entire life. It was just 44min so I'm not sure how much was true and how much was left out... But it was still amazing.

Economics was just about going through the test, then the teacher wanted to have a talk with me and my friend about the test. Apparently, it was confusing that we did the same mistakes...? We study together, we ask each other during classes and studying, so if we both got it wrong.. It's kinda obvious that we make the same mistakes if we learn from each other.

Swedish wasn't anything special.. We talked mostly about Gustaf Fröding, a Swedish poet. And about the analytic essay we're writing next week.

Running was HORRIBLE. Woods, cold... NO.
Peace

Memory lane...

Lets take a trip down memory lane

July 24 2010, Swedish singer Darin

Malmköping, Sweden

unedited photo

Another Simple Plan item recieved

Just got my Astronaut tank top, I call it dress, in the mail today!
It was only $20 and you can buy it at merchdirect.com/simpleplan

I like it!

Now, I think I'm gonna update my Christmas List and not do my homework.

Peace

Rescue me

Fuck ass internet decided to die so my awesome post was deleted. Now I'm pissed off and have no idea what the hell I wrote... Well I know WHAT it was, but not HOW.. Dammit!

Went out for a 40min drive with my mom and sister. It went awesome, we practiced on driving both in the city and on the country side. Also had to turn left on the country side which is not as easy as it sounds. I pulled it off, later this week I'll do the same route, but in the dark. So I can practice on driving in the dark as well. LICENSE HERE I COME!

I have also been to the supermarket and I bought some candy and movies. The movies aren't for me though, but I think I'll get to watch them anyway. I'll just steal them from my siblings.. ;) the candy was for me though, I DO NOT share my candy. Never. Ever. I bought a 5+1 bag with Twix (I don't know why they just don't call it a 6-pack..) so that was YAAAY. I think I'll eat it while I catch up on Pretty Little Liars and watch Awkward again. That seems like a good thing to do.

School starts at 8:10 tomorrow, I have to leave my house at 7:30 - why?! and then I have to be there until 5pm... that's just amazing. I'll be home at 5:30 - which means I'll be out for 10 hours. Ten fucking hours. Then I'll sure as hell get comments about my pink hair, but FUCK YOU!

About the Q&A thing.. please ask me stuff. I answer anything. Private, shallow things, anything!

Peace

I am so fucking busy

This is what I had to do this weekend:



Do maths, chapter 1 (28 pages) - done
Study 3 poems for Swedish
Do my economics homework - done
Read the history essay paper
Start the history essay
Finish the English book
Start with the lab. report for physics

I think I should stop blogging and start working

New hair, again

So, I went from blue dip dye to pink. The blue only lasted for a week, then it started to look all... disgusting, sick and twisted. Like someone threw up on my hair or something.
My hair was still bleached from last time, but I still put some platinum blonde on the tips to make it blonder, and oh my god... that blonde thing smelled HORRIBLE. I inhaled it and I've been coughing ever since. I'm NEVER going platinum blonde. At least not with the products from Schwarzkopf, it was probably filled with ammonia or something similar...

This is the result:



Now, back to Vampire Diaries season two. Then bed. Sleep. Finally.

Peace

Lots to do - I refuse

Yesterday I posted how much I have to do this weekend... it's 1:16pm and I haven't done SHIT yet.
Well, my sister and I went to the city and bought some platinum blonde colour and some dip dye stuff. It's gonna be awesome!

I've also cooked, I think I'm an excellent chef. Okay, I'm not Jeff Stinco, but I don't completely suck.
I'll post some pictures later of what I did. Soon, we're heading out somewhere, I have no idea where we're going... then when I come home I think I'll study some maths while colouring my hair.

Peace

Dude, chill

Ehm, no, I CAN'T chill. I got too many things to do!
I came home from school around 3:30pm and since then I've only read 50 pages in my English book that is due Wednesday and done my Economics homework due for Tuesday. I NEED TO WORK FASTER AND HARDER.

Had a wonderful conversation with dad, mum was in it too. I love talking to my parents, having like real discussions and listen to them. Dad's so wise, I adore him, I worship him. We're planning on going to Hawking's speeches in Europe some day, I hope it will happen. We had a long political discussion today, I love discussing politics. My dad and I share the same believes, we're both socialists so he can help me by sharing his ideologies. I'm the only true socialist in class, most can't define themselves and some are liberal, conservative, most of them are extremely right minded. We all have different believes and ideologies, we have to respect that. But it's frustrating to discuss politics with people and try to "convince" them that you're right and make them understand your point of view. I don't wanna talk about this right now, maybe I will later. Now I just wanna chill and focus on what I should be doing.

I got two amazing things in the mail today. Two Simple Plan items. One hoodie and one t-shirt.

Hoodie front:


Hoodie back:


T-shirt:


I already have this t-shirt, but in XXL and a different kind of fabric, it's annoying. This is S and much softer and better.

Bought from: merchdirect.com/simpleplan
Hoodie: $45
T-shirt: $20

I think I'm gonna chill for a little, eat my popcorn and watch some Vampire Diaries.
Peace

Hectic day

I'm having a rather hectic day, this weekend will be hectic like crazy.

I started the morning with an English class, we only talked a little about the stupid book, studied Cockney and then... BAM unprepared grammar test.

I think my grammar is rather okay, but I HATE it. And what does it matter how my grammar is, if I use another word or whatever?

Economics after that... I knew we had a test, teacher said it would be a small, easy test. It was huge and not that easy. I know we've done it before, but still. It took me an hour to complete. 60min out of 80min, that's NOT a small, easy test.

Now I'm enjoying a can of Trocadero soda, having a practical in physics soon... but first I'm gonna print out the presentation in history, it's about the Ottoman Empire... I don't give a shit about the Ottoman Empire. History presentation after physics practical...

This weekend will consist of English book, Swedish poetry, maths and an essay in history.

Fucking Amazing.

You're lucky if your memory remains

Give me therapy, I'm a walking travesty
But I'm smiling at everything

I had physics this morning, we did some impossible exercise that couldn't be calculated, just expressed as "minimum of h to get around the loop is bigger than R but less than h" - I have no idea what R is, I know r... There's one difference, but I have no idea what.

Driving class went okay. The teacher I had is kinda... therapeutic. He keeps saying I'll never make it if I keep thinking negative thoughts all the time. That I am so much better than I think I am. He always gives me so many compliments... It's kinda weird, since I don't agree on the compliments but okay...

Practice was horrible, it was painful. We ran 300m five times, we had 45sec of rest between the races. Then we ran 100m in maximum speed twice with 3min rest. Then some jumping/legs exercises which killed me. I won't be able to walk tomorrow.

I have lots of stuff happening tomorrow... English checkup on the book, Economics test, Physics homework and History presentation. Fuck My Life.
Now, I'll sleep. Hopefully the neighbour will let me.. he plays music all the time, really loud. I've woken up at 5am twice now. Fuckass.
I'm gonna fix my hair like I used to tomorrow, and I wonder what to paint on my wrist... Band? Lyrics?

One thousand followers on Twitter

I have 1,003 followers on Twitter. I love all of you, but I have my favourites... Jeff Stinco, obviously. And Keegan Allen. And We are the in crowd. Yay.

Here's the little video I made:

We don't need to be told that we're doing fine

If you haven't noticed, I like to put lyrics as headings for my posts. Okay this is... the second time I'm doing it and I've published... six posts with this.
But you'll notice I tend to do this. I like lyrics. They're like poetry.

So, 8:42pm I woke up before 6am that means I'm gonna fucking sleeeep now.
I didn't have maths since I went to the dentist instead, after that was Swedish with some poetry. I'm really starting to understand it now, it's so much fun and beautiful and special and ooooh.
English was kinda boring, just said one thing we noticed in the book, then we continued our discussion about eating disorders - SUCKED

History was also fun, we continued our European diplomacy and talked about nationalism in Germany and what so special about the Great Powers (Great Britain, France, Germany, Austria-Hungary and Russia), their strengths and their weaknesses. We're doing a 15min presentation on Friday about those countries + the Ottoman Empire. I have the Ottoman's... Which means I'll just talk about the revolution in 1908 and the wars they participated in.

Economics was fuuun, since we got our books. We had to calculate the price elasticity of demand, whether a product is elastic or inelastic and if the price-change was a smart move or not. Test on Friday, it'll hopefully be easy, since it's about the foundations of economics, demand & supply, equilibrium and so on. It's easy when we do it in class so if it's hard on the test I'll rip the papers into small million pieces and scream.

Now, some vampire diaries and sleep.
Btw, shooting my video tomorrow. I hope it doesn't rain. If it does... I'm screwed.

Peace

To thine own self be true, and it must follow, as the night the day, thou canst not then be false to any man

As I have already mention, I'm really into literature. I'd love to be a writer of my own... We'll see about that. But I really love to read, books are always at the top of my wish-list for Christmas and birthdays, so I thought I'd share some of the classical works that I want.
If you wanna buy me one, I don't mind ;)

Complete Works of William Shakespeare (1914), 37 plays and 154 poems.
Robinson Crusoe by Daniel Defoe (1719)
The monk by Matthew Lewis (1796)
Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen (1813)
Frankenstein by Mary Shelley (1818)
The vampyre by John William Polidori (1819)
A Christmas carol by Charles Dickens (1830)
Wuthering heights by Emily Brontë (1847)

That is pretty much it my friends. If you wanna give me something... you're free to do so.
Now, I shall go back to my book and the Vampire Diaries.

Peace

I'm not coming back, I've done something so terrible

Mooorning!
It's 9:50am, I woke up four hours ago so I wouldn't say it's morning anymore.
I left my house at seven fucking am. I haven't done that in... ages. And it felt so wrong. So, so wrong.

Booked some driving lessons, I have a double this Thursday and another next Thursday. Yaaay.
I need to get it done before November 3rd, so I play taxi person for my parents, haha.
Dentist was horrible, as always. I'm going back first of November. I'm not looking forward to it.

Now I'm waiting for my Swedish class to start. It starts at 10:10 so I have some waiting to do... Then English, lunch, history and economics. Sounds like a good day to me. If I hadn't missed the math class... I kinda like maths.

So now... I'll either google some English literature to read, the Brontë sisters for example.
Or work a little on this blog. Or play facebook games. Or reblog stuff on tumblr. I think I'll go with facebook games. I always do. Farmville 2, duh!

Peace

Sweet dreams and good night

Good night little readers!
I thought I'd give you a little... bedtime story before I go to Dreamland.

A few days ago I wrote my own interpretation of "Most beloved Sister" by the Swedish author Astrid Lindgren.
It starts like this:

I sit in the couch by the window and I stare at the large rose bush out there. It's growing so beautifully, I smile when I look at it. That rose bush is the only thing that makes me happy, keeps me calm and make me continue my life. I'm Pierre Bouvier, singer and bass-player in the four-man band Simple Plan. I'm the only one in this band who is completely alone.

If you get curious to read it all, go here

Sweet dreams

How to save a life

I've been listening to music from the musical episode of Grey's Anatomy the entire day, my favourite covers are for sure "Chasing cars" and "How to save a life". When I first heard that they were doing a musical episode, I thought they had lost it and that it would suck. But it didn't, and it's actually one of my favourite episodes.

It's 8:30pm as I'm writing but I think I'm heading to bed now. I have a dentist appointment at 8:30am tomorrow, I have to catch the bus at 7:48am and get some more driving classes booked before that. Driving school opens at 7:30am so I guess I'm leaving my house around seven in the goddamn fucking morning. Awesome. On that: school until 4:10pm...

I think I'll be doing my homework for tomorrow on the bus... it's just a few more pages in the book we're currently reading in English class and some poetry for Swedish class.

Peace

Welcome to my blog

Hello and Welcome to my blog!

Here you'll read a little about my studies at the International Baccalaureate Programme in Sweden, my passion for music and my writing.

Nothing too personal, but you'll have fun! :)